Saturday, April 30, 2005
oh yeah..i forget. tis song i used to like alot.. ssy de blog..
I will never find another lover sweeter than you,Sweeter than youAnd I will never find another lover more precious than youMore precious than youGirl you are close to me you're like my mother,Close to me you're like my father,Close to me you're like my sister,Close to me you're like my brotherYou are the only one my everything and for you this song I singAnd all my lifeI've prayed for someone like youAnd I thank God that I, that I finally found youAll my life I've prayed for someone like youAnd I hope that you feel the same way tooYes, I pray that you do love me tooI said you're all that I'm thinking of.....babySaid, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger,You're all I'm thinking of, I praise the Lord above,For sending me your love, I cherish every hug,I really love youAnd all my life, baby, baby, I've prayed for someone like you,And I thank God that I, that I finally found you, babyAll my life I've prayed for someone like youAnd I hope that you feel the same way tooYes, I pray that you do, love meYou're all that I ever known, when you smile, on my face, all I see is a glow.You turned my life around, you picked me up when I was down,You're all that I ever known, when you smile on your face all I see is a glow,You picked me up when I was downYou're all that I ever known, when you smile on your face all I see is a glow,You picked me up when I was down and I hope that you feel the same way too,Yes I pray that you do love me tooAll my life, I've prayed for someone like you,And I thank God that I, that I finally found youAll my life I've prayed for someone like youYes, I pray that you do love me tooAll my life I've prayed for someone like youAnd I thank God that I, that I finally found youAll my life I've prayed for someone like youYes, I pray that you do love me too
12:32 AM.x
hm. i was nv a hypocrite. i change when i was wif u. cuz i didn;t wan u to worry. tt's all. i haf nth to explain or hide. hm. todae work.kaoz.busy. yeah. she sms quite a few times to acc mi.thx. budden sorri. i couldn;t reply..hm.. annie n alice fight.. kaoz.. sbl. fierce sia.. quarrel until face to face shout.. all cuz of tat milk power voucher.Zzz.. lame. aiya. so in the end azlina screamed out loudly then peace.. shiok.haha.. just now went lan. then when we went out to pay money.. saw quite alot 211 GLH de pple..haha.. at there kbkp.. lol.. fun. 211 pa buey toh. lol.. tt's tat slogan.. hm..hao lar.. i got to slp le.. cya.. hey..wait..
shiqian, see this..
i;m special too =)
lol
12:21 AM.x
hm..wazzup..back from genting.. nth much, nth fun, nth to be happy abt.. haiz.. no mood oso..haha. things n past keep whirling in my mind.. went there oso cannot go casino. whole dae walk here n there dunno kam simi lan.. at nite, oso nth to do.. no tv etcs. so went to cybercafe quite mani times in a dae.. dae time then play cs wif those kids. it;s lame.. at nite then online lor.. hm. i realli wanna thx her, she always seem to be encouraging mi no matter by sms or wat. thx alot girl, i appreciate it alot. haha.. hai shi ni guo peng you. even though i noe u wun read my blog, or u might not even noe my url..but still thanks.. oh yah. KL was much better. shopping malls, food places etcs alot lar.. haha..quite nice actually, except for the weather. then ytd went to KL, went to a shopping mall, then happen to pass by 77th street. so went in n pierce my ear.. haha.. fun.. i noe it;s psycho. but i like it.. i think i goin to haf my 2nd piercing soon ba. haiz.. i still can;t put it down. nvm..let it be ba.. a solo relationship.. aniwae, wo xi guan le. just my luck n fate ba..haiz.. sigh~~~~~
12:16 AM.x
Monday, April 25, 2005
hm.tis might be the last post for this url ba.. i will be changing it soon..
想用一杯latte把你灌醉好让你能多爱我一点暗恋的滋味你不懂这种感觉早有人陪的你永远不会看见你和他在我面前证明我的爱只是愚昧你不懂我的那些憔悴是你永远不曾过的体会为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切你又狠狠逼退我的防备静静关上门来默数我的泪明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天直到那一天你会发现真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲曾经我以为我自己会后悔不想爱的太多痴心绝对为你落第一滴泪为你做任何改变也唤不回你对我的坚决
7:04 PM.x
Sunday, April 24, 2005
those scars, fingerprints etc. i couldn;t 4get.. is my life realli tat bad? why am i always facing such problem. why izzit tat i the one. y can't it be others. i broke down in the lift. i cant take it animore.
10:11 PM.x
Saturday, April 23, 2005
it's hurt. i realli cant stand it animore. my eyes r watery. she had her fun after all these.. y.. xin hao tong. wo zhen de bu xiang zhe yang. but then i can't turn back. .
11:35 PM.x
last nite, he got so upset that he broke down. he wasn't litdat. he seldom do tat. all he wan was some comfort. but he couldn't. she promised him to call the next morning. he woke up early to switch his ringing tone to the max n waited for her call. but then the phone just refuse to ring. he was on the verge of brkin down once again. yar. she was goin out wif her ex n friends, he tot.
he gave up.
9:55 AM.x
argh..hao tong.. my head.. it is whirling. why am i torturing myself so much when she dun even care. all i noe is him, him n onli him...... sbl.. my foot is bleeding non stop. cut myself just now when i came back.. i can;t even walk properly.. the hangover is too strong....
12:33 AM.x
Friday, April 22, 2005
hm.. i tot abt it for daes. i couldn;t find a better solution ba. perhaps it was the onli way. i didn't noe pple can still slp, play cs, go orchard n even sentosa after all tis had happened.. yeah. maybe i did the right thing. why am i so foolish? it's seems tat tis few days or nite. i have been either smoking or drinking. last nite i dreamt. i tot it changed. but this morning when i woke up, i look at my handphone. no sms no call no nth. yeah. so called love.huh. foolish mi..
9:56 AM.x
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
hm.. no mood to blog..just keep it short. feelin fustrated recently. why the person i love isn't the same like b4. y am i feeling myself adapting myself to her yet she is still.. haiz. y izzit tat everitime i wanna do something just to get back the feelings we used to haf yet no use.. she claim tat her feelings had not change. izzit true? y? can someone unlock the knot in my heart? please? i'm on the verge of breaking down. john, is tat u? john, u r such a failure..
9:32 PM.x
Monday, April 18, 2005
... xi huan ni de fang shi, huo xu bu shi ni xi huan de. dan bing bu dai biao ta bu shi quan xin quan yi de.
5:50 PM.x
hm.. jus reach home. from work. tml goin for the pre-entrolment. haiz. just sae i'm tired ba. i dun wanna drag it day by day. livin everidae in fear, anger n hatred is no gd.. tt's y i;m wanna put a full stop to it. iori is influencing my mind. iori is entering my mind, soul n body. blood.. yar..tt's wat he wants. hao lei..
3:18 PM.x
Sunday, April 17, 2005
hm.. wazzup.. todae was nth fun actually.. yarz. the only fun is tat i went ly hse to play halo2 wif lip n him.. haha.. 2 noobs.. after tat i left for work while they are still playing.. hehex..todae at counter 4.. nth to do de.. keep on tokin to abrilga(dunno hw to spell). haha. cute girl.. hm.. then ly n lip came to pass mi my xbox controller n wires. god dammit. i left those things behind at ntuc. shit. no xbox for mi tonite..haiz.. hm. actually i got lotsa things to tell her just now..budden she wanna watch tv.. nvm. suan le.. i suddenly got nth to sae oso le.. i noe tat;s weird. budden tat's mi huh. got a sore throat since ytd. sigh~ just went to yp's blog.lol..nice url. haa.i like it.. lalalala~ still feeling insecure..useless me.. wat to do? gd nitez
12:04 AM.x
Thursday, April 14, 2005
hao lei..when is tis thing goin to stop the way i wan..haiz.. just came back from wdl stadium. wif a bunch of jokers. haha.. had a great laugh wif them.. help mi to relax.. budden.. the feelin is back again. stress arz.. listening to duan dian now..hm..keep on repeating agn n agn.nice. hw nice if time can reverse.. just went friendster.. saw it was changed. hey tat's my acc, u noe.. budden suan le.. tml goin medical checkup.. yongda ask mi go at 8.30am..kaoz..i wanna slp de leh.. budden.. i think early bird is better. lol.. yeah.. todae i finally killed all the stupid planes in halo2. kaoz..stuck on it for days.. making mi lose interest in tat game..bud if games are so easy to play. there isn;t fun rite? lol.. contradicting. everiting is contradicting. wtf>
hao lar.. go msn le lar.. nitez
11:01 PM.x
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
heex.. finally home from work..hm..nv update for long.. yarz.the last update was by bei. anihw go type wat samara.. sian..actually wana go out de..budden, raining now sia. kaoz eh.. fuk up.. cb rain. just now i working dun wanna rain..i come back then rain..Zzz..
hm. todae at work was veri sian, not much customers, hm.. feel so god damn sleepy sia..
goin for medical checkup soon.. i think is on this fridae ba.. heard from evelyn sae tat take a long time de wor.. then somemore i still got work..i think i must go veri early wor.. eh.. oh yarz.. penny pang.. yao si wor.. huh? last time tell mi not to tis n tat.. in the end still go do urself.. still ask mi to 'shhhhh'. lol.. hao larz.. dun betray u larz.. budden. need $$ de hor.. haha.. hm.dinner time.. cya..
5:52 PM.x
Monday, April 11, 2005
im so afraid when samara puts her hands on the well- i screamed the * outta me. whoaa. scary man.
roflmao
11:27 AM.x
Sunday, April 10, 2005
hm.long time no update le wor.. eh.sian lar.lazy to update oso.nth much to sae. hai bu shi na ji ju hua. lol. quarrelling over stupid things again n again. hao larz..i oso dun care much le larz.so wun quarrel. maybe i'm over-sensitive or wat. let time tell ba. haiz..y can;t some pple just can't keep their promises. it' s hurtin. haiz..
eh.these few days at pool seldom lose wor..LOL.. hao gao xing. eh. school gotta reopen soon, haiz.. that's mean less time at pool, meaning less time to play wif friends, means lesser contact, mean no contact..lol. haha. wondering wat life would be at ijc wif pple like lao da n my brothers there. fun~
bei, xi wang ni hui gai guo...
1:46 AM.x
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
hm.. confused.. hao confused wor..i oso dunno wat to do.. yarz..just now went to play billiard n pool.. still ok larz.budden not much mood to play..oso dunno y.. somemore so hot n stuffy there..Zzz.. lol..i learn smth abt billiard todae.. GOD BLESS YOU..haha.. funni.. i found out smth wor..i wednesdae off, sat n sun oso fun..SHIOK..
haven been blogging for days..quite tired n dun feel like oso.. haha.. oso dunno y.. stuck on halo 2.. stupid aliens.. wun u all just die to let mi win..nvm.i'll kick all ur arses.. send u back crying to ur mum.. the earth is nv gotta be the same..haha..i proof tat wrong..
eh..btw, qian, dun be so upset le larz.. even tho i can;t help much..budden just tell mi when u need help.. u noe i hate girls to cry rite? haha.. tc..
hao ba.. go le larz..tok phone le..
2:52 PM.x
Saturday, April 02, 2005
hm.. todae i made her angry n sad le.. i didn;t wan it to happen tat way.. budden.. if onli i had a chance to explain.haiz..suan le.. let her cool down first ba. 226234 520 1314. zhen de..
eh..yarz..recently start to play xbox.. hehe.. play halo 2..yar..i noe i outdated larz..budden realli fun sia.. haha.. can't get my hands off the controller..lol.. sbl.. i wanna complete it soon.. kaoz.. thomas sae he finish in one dae? alrite. i shld believe him.. since is lao da..lol.. everyone is getting on wif their life now.. schooling, slacking n working.. eh.. just wish everione lucks..
p.s: hw to sing old mac donald? LOL~
OH yeah.. HAPPY APRIL FOOL
10:34 AM.x
